Delays Delays Delays

Help! I am going bald…Well not quite bald yet but pulling my hair out all the same…I have people left right and center holding up things…the programming still isn’t complete, the system software seems to be playing up whenever I touch it and I have a couple of negotiations on the go that are currently stagnated.

This has been an ongoing project for me for the last 8 months and up to this point I have been the pin up girl of motivation and passion…but over the last 2 weeks I have found myself wondering if it is all worth it…and if it is ever going to happen! I am loosing my focus I guess. The person that I would usually talk to about it is not presently available so I am dealing with my frustration alone…no wonder I am into the wine again..’wetting my tongue’ has become literally the only way I can relax…that, and the funky music I am listening to at present of course.

I need help, I guess, and support…I just feel like I am doing it all alone. I still live in hope that my dream will come true but at the moment…it doesn’t look like it will any time soon. GRRRRRRR